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Well we have been getting on with our lives and busily too, it has to be said!

I have been enjoying time with and in the company of my **** man and master. I have been worshipping his lovely **** and I have been getting some regular loving and **** fulfilment; which I did not get regularly as a slave as you all know!

Good loving, I love him so much. I think of him and I smile! I think of him and my heart swells and gets all warm and I go all fuzzy!

I have not...

Mar. 10, 2010 (21:31) | Comments (6)

As you all know I started out as a slave to Choose2 and I then crossed a line and fell in love with the man, the Master did not send me away as he should have done, he kept me close to him at all times and so we (after a long and nightmarish struggle) decided to commit to one another as a couple and he now refers to me as his partner.

Gemma has stepped out of the picture entirely at her own choice, we communicated by text and she said that if that is the only way for me to stay...

Mar. 03, 2010 (20:54) | Comments (18)

Well all is quiet on the western front of Trepids love life. All seems to be running smoothly without further aggro from the sub. So in light of that fact i am looking forward to a lovely weekend with my **** loving, gorgeous man! We have lots to do this weekend, building a gate, a new run for the field, planting, sowing etc. Plus two clubs to visit....more info at the bottom.

I told Tim that I did not want to hear of the sub in question or know of her at all until April 13th. ...

Feb. 26, 2010 (14:53) | Comments (11)

This morning Tim reached for me in bed telling me he was so pleased to have me, he held me for ages and it was so good,  this morning had a touch of perfection to it.  Last night he said that it is the two of us; all the way, he does not want to **** what we have up.  As for the thorn in my side, he will be having words with her.

I so wanted to make love to Tim this morning, but all this stress has sent my flora balance out of control and so I worshipped his **** in...

Feb. 24, 2010 (09:45) | Comments (11)

Tim and I will be pursuing a relationship as a man and a woman. I will for all intents and purposes no longer be his slave (except when we choose to play that way). Yes I am ecstatic! Over the moon and so looking forward to a wonderful journey; exploring a loving relationship with Tim.

As you all know from my blog, I took a stand against Tim on Weds/Thursday and told him not to contact me until he had made a decision about having a relationship with me as opposed to me being his...

Feb. 22, 2010 (13:03) | Comments (23)

I picked Tim up from work and took him home.  We sat and talked a bit in the car, me refusing to go inside the house.  It ended with me sobbing and begging him to just get out the car and let me go.  He left his groceries in the car.  He came by my place to pick them up about an half hour later.  Once inside mine, he wrapped his arms around me and cried a few tears with me, saying we are both a pair of old fools.  That he did not know how to make all this work...

Feb. 16, 2010 (21:47) | Comments (5)

I have written to Tim and told him I will no longer be a part of his life and that I will only be seeing him for the gardening project and for club nights. i.****. I will not be living and staying with him every night and every weekend, this will leave him free to pursue his pleasures with gem and any others he might want to pursue.

I have had a long think about all this and have reached the conclusion that it will never work, I am too threatened by gemmas presence in his life and I...

Feb. 16, 2010 (13:43) | Comments (17)

Valentines Party in Gloucester was for me a lot of fun, I really enjoyed the evening with my Master/Tim. I was put over the spanking bench and given a good cropping and spanking whilst blindfolded and slightly deafened by the blindfold as well.

I had a series of Japanese knots tied around my body with the ropes. When Master was finished with me n the bench, he took me and tied me to the Saint Andrews cross for a whipping and a figging. He used the violet wand on me with the...

Feb. 15, 2010 (22:17) | Comments (4)

I went to bed at about 10.30/11 last night, Master Tim came in late, he cuddled me and we slept.....this morning I started massaging his feet and promptly fell asleep again! It was quite funny really, He kept jiggling his toes and flexing his leg muscles to try and wake me! I ignored the jiggles and the juggles and continued to sleep! I was eventually ordered in a stern voice to get to work and **** some homage! I of course obeyed and took his hardened **** into my mouth and began to...

Feb. 11, 2010 (17:22) | Comments (5)

So last night I had some lovely, lovely, lovely ****! He took me and started to tease my clit making me writhe as I began to further build up both mentally and physically in anticipation of some good **** play! He made me roll over; back to Him and then my **** Master/Tim took hold of my hair as though He held reins tightly in His hand and He took me from the back. God I loved it, I wanted it to go on forever! This I was not expecting, so it was even more so yummy!

To feel Him...

Feb. 10, 2010 (15:32) | Comments (2)